Sometimes I really wonder if some people are naive, or plain stupid.

To them, everyone in the world is categorized into 2 simple categories of good and bad.

But then again, maybe living life like that is better than living a life full of hatred.

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So easily annoyed nowadays.

Urgh.

Visit to home for the aged saw ppl crying -__-

Damnation.

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Starbucks with shimin and ben rocked :D

Movie with shimin was good too :D

Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus yay :D

Except that the cinema was friggin cold -____-

I wore my super thick jacket still damn cold -_______-

And believe it or not, we were eating sushi during the movie -_______-

ZZZZZZ.

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I’ll try to live life with less hatred.


3G :D

30Jan10

Free periods ftw yay.

Non-bio ppl in 3G pwn all :D


Full of Lies

15Jan10

McFly – The Heart Never Lies

Some people laugh, some people cry
Some people live, some people die
Some people run, right into the fire
Some people hide their every desire

But we are the lovers

If you don’t believe me
Then just look into my eyes
’cause the heart never lies

Some people fight, some people fall
Others pretend they don’t care at all

If you wanna fight I’ll stand right beside you
The day that you fall I’ll be right behind you
To pick up the pieces

If you don’t believe me
Just look into my eyes
’cause the heart never lies

Woah

Woah

Another year over, and we’re still together
It’s not always easy, but I’m here forever
We are the lovers

I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
’cause the heart never lies
Hey

And we are the lovers
I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
’cause the heart never lies

Oh-oh-woah
Woah

Another year over, and we’re still together
It’s not always easy, but I’m here forever

Yeah we are the lovers, I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
’cause the heart never lies

’cause the heart never lies

Because the heart never lies

Nice song and cool lyrics.

Quite true though.

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Life is like a bullet train.

It may derail from time to time, but once it’s back on track, it goes at a high speed and before you know it, you have reached one destination.

There’s always one destination after another, and it seems so endless.

There are always different people coming in and out, and many never return once they leave.

But one day, the bullet train will eventually wear out and finally fail to function.

That is the day when I’ll see God.


Brighter – Paramore

So this is how it goes
Well I, I would have never known
And if it ends today
Well, I’ll still say that you shine brighter than anyone

Now I think we’re taking this too far
Don’t you know that it’s not this hard?
Well it’s not this hard
But if you take what’s yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

Well this is not your fault
But if I’m without you
Then I will feel so small
And if you have to go
Always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.

Now I think we’re taking this too far
Don’t you know that it’s not this hard?
Well it’s not this hard
But if you take what’s yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

If you run away now,
Will you come back around?
And if you ran away,
I’d still wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright.

Now I think we’re taking this too far
Don’t you know that it’s not this hard?
Well it’s not this hard
But if you take what’s yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

And I’ll wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright
(You shine bright, you shine bright)
And I’ll wave goodbye tonight.

I guess this pretty much all I have to say, for this friendship has gone beyond the point of redemption.

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Puns yay.

I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me.

Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He’s all right now.

I couldn’t quite remember how to throw a boomerang, but eventually it came back to me.

A hole has been found in the nudist camp wall. The police are looking into it.

It’s not that the man did not know how to juggle, he just didn’t have the balls to do it.

Police were called to a daycare where a three-year-old was resisting a rest.

To write with a broken pencil is pointless.

A small boy swallowed some coins and was taken to a hospital. When his grandmother telephoned to ask how he was a nurse said ‘No change yet’.

A bicycle can’t stand on its own because it is two-tired.

Organ donors put their heart into it.

Show me a piano falling down a mineshaft and I’ll show you A-flat minor.

Atheism is a non-prophet organization.

There was once a cross-eyed teacher who couldn’t control his pupils.

Some people’s noses and feet are built backwards: their feet smell and their noses run.

Time flies like an arrow. Fruit flies like a banana.

Pencils could be made with erasers at both ends, but what would be the point?

Atheists don’t solve exponential equations because they don’t believe in higher powers.

When William joined the army he disliked the phrase ‘fire at will’.

Did you hear about the guy who got hit in the head with a can of soda? He was lucky it was a soft drink.

When a clock is hungry it goes back four seconds.

What did the grape say when it got stepped on? Nothing – but it let out a little whine.

A prisoner’s favorite punctuation mark is the period. It marks the end of his sentence.

Those who jump off a Paris bridge are in Seine.

A grenade thrown into a kitchen in France would result in Linoleum Blownapart.

What’s the definition of a will? (It’s a dead giveaway).

As the shoe said to the hat, ‘You go on ahead, and I’ll follow on foot’.

Two silk worms had a race. They ended up in a tie.

The roundest knight at king Arthur’s round table was Sir Cumference.

The dead batteries were given out free of charge.

The little old woman who lived in a shoe wasn’t the sole owner – there were strings attached.

Yeah pretty much about it I guess.


2011

07Jan10

Perhaps by then we’ll hope that the world will end in 2012 to save us the shame.

IF WE DON’T WORK DAMN HARD NOW.

It’s just one year plus away.

Is the SE legacy going to be ruined at our hands?


So it’s the new year.

But before I move on to 2010, here are my reflections on 2009:

It has indeed been an eventful year, and also one with many ups and downs that has changed me in some way or another.

One main thing was SYF.

I remember so clearly practicing like crazy for it.

I remember the times I had with everyone in SYF.

I remember how we bonded so much practicing for SYF.

I remember staying back till 8pm every monday and friday to practice, even though I didn’t really mind it.

I remember feeling completely nothing until one day before SYF.

I remember crying before going on stage.

I remember standing up there on stage at the very few minutes that mattered.

I remember putting up my bow late and how Ms Ku waited for me to put up my bow before starting Reinecke.

I remember feeling so relieved after we were done playing.

I remember hearing our seniors playing their hearts out.

I remember sitting there eagerly awaiting the results.

I remember freaking out when it was ST13.

I remember our whole row holding hands when they announced ST14.

I remember seeing people jump with joy, screaming for joy, crying tears of joy.

And I will never forget how our seniors cried tears of joy for us as well.

SYF aside, there are still so many other times I spent with SE, or SE people.

Free-cone day with Shuqi and Junan after this one last minute practice on a Tuesday before SYF.

Random movie outings with Stooge Quartet.

My first comm meeting.

Combined camp with RGS.

SE outing to Sentosa, which was fun even though it didn’t seem to serve its purpose.

Going for ChildAid, RI Concert, and so many more.

SE aside, there are beautiful times I spent with 6R ‘07 at our class chalet this year.

Hogging the road at Changi Beach.

Playing truth or dare and trying to spam jamie.

Eating instant noodles.

Walking/cycling to and from our chalet and changi point.

Playing cards all the way till 7am in the morning from midnight.

Potluck which completely failed.

Laughing at Ernest getting drunk on 4.8% alcohol.

Going crazy from laughing at Dickson and Jamie dancing to Nobody.

Hahah omg I’m missing 6R already LOL.

Yeah and so many other things happened.

I made many many new friends, of which 3 changed my life quite a bit.

I became closer to Shimin and Ben and Shuqing and some others.

So many more that I’m lazy to talk about.

This seems like an appropriate moment to insert some quotes from one of my favourite books of all time, Pourquoi.

“再怎么伟大的道理,说多了也会变成陈腔滥调。”

“为什么我们非要原谅不小心的一切过错呢?”

“为什么我的眼泪只有躲在黑暗的电影院中才能流下呢?”

“我跳,你跳,大家跳!跳得精疲力竭,跳得忘了为什么而跳,而幸福早就偷偷地溜走了。”

“当然知道人生高高低低起伏不定,但为什么总在我最最低潮时才愿意真正相信这句话呢?”

“为什么从没听过天使会偷走小孩?魔鬼是不是比天使更喜欢小孩?”

“快乐如此稀薄而短暂,悲伤却为什么总是绵绵不断?”

Yeah that’s pretty much about it.

And uh new year’s resolutions.

ZZZ.

Academically

  • Work before play
  • Aim for at least 3.6
  • Maintain A+ in Maths
  • Maintain A in MEP and achieve A+ if possible
  • Do homework on time and stop waiting till the last minute before finally doing my homework
  • Study and revise my schoolwork at least once a week

Spiritually

  • Stop ponning church
  • Do quiet time daily
  • Put aside at least 15 min a day for God
  • Finish reading the whole Bible by end of 2010
  • Listen to God

Personally

  • Curb that horrible temper of mine
  • Stop thinking too much
  • Cut down on profanities
  • Not be so mean to people
  • Be more organized
  • Eat less junk food (LOL)

SE

  • Put in more effort to keep the promise I made when I was running for welfare to make the ensem more bonded
  • Be a better welfare, plan more fun games, think more about welfare of ensem members
  • Do my part as a comm member and make sure ensem members follow rules of the ensem
  • Practice bass more often
  • Make a constant effort to go for lessons with Ms Yeo
  • Help my section whenever possible so that we won’t be so weak

Piano

  • Practice at least half and hour a day

yeah done.

This marks the end of this super long-winded post yay :D


Sometimes I really wish I could turn back time till when I was back in primary school and live life like there’s no tomorrow.

Sometimes I really wish I could live in a world where people put others before themselves and selfishness was bullshit and selflessness was everything.

Sometimes I really wish everyone could just shut the fuck up and stop quarreling.

Sometimes I really wish people wouldn’t make such a huge fuss out of everything.

Sometimes I really wish people can stop lying, stop putting on facades and stop pretending that they care.

Sometimes I really wish selective memory would work.

Sometimes I really wish that people will just leave broken friendships the way they are since they can’t be mended anyway.


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Combined camp with RGS was quite alright.

Screwed up big time for concert though :/

There was like this two bars where basses were the only section playing, and for the first 2 days of camp we kept thinking cellists were playing with us.

Then finally on the 3rd day we realized that we were the only section playing so we practiced those two bars until notes and rhythm correct.

On concert day, we screwed up -_-

Oh well, dinner at Long John’s @ Vivo afterwards with Ben, Yunen and Zhaojie was damn fun.

Clapping straws ftw yay :D

Spread the love whoooo.

Oh and flicking at them too yay :D

Hahaha omg.

We played at the damn nice playground.

The spinning thingy was super fun like seriously damn damn damn damn damn dman fun :D

Ben spins people like damn fast.

I got dizzy.

Yunen said she felt alright.

Zhaojie got dizzy looking at Ben spinning the thing -_-

LOL.

Oh and Shimin got Ben, Faith and me tickets for ChildAid concert tmr yay :D

Going off to Vivo after SE yay :D

I am happy and non-emo-ing yay :D

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I’ll be fine if I stop thinking so much.

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Today, I saw Grumpy from Snow White and the Seven Dwarves at Disneyland. I shouted, “OH MY GOD! HI GRUMPY!” He looked at me and gave me the finger. MLIA.


Banner making in school today.

Damn fun.

Pictures on fb :D

Omg I think not posting for so long has made me not know how to post.

LOL.

Uh okay lemme think.

Banner making.

Felt strange at first cos the RGS ppl were doing everything and I was like completely slacking -_-

Aiya forget it lah.

I seriously cannot do recounts.

-___-

Looking forward to combined camp with RGS for the next few days :D

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Be thankful.

Thank God for everything.

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New Perspective by Panic! at the Disco :D

I feel the salty waves come in
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire because I know they’ll never win
There’s a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I’ll lose the traits that worry me

Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I’ll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I’ll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you
I know there’s no more that need be said
When I’m inching through your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go

Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I’ll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

It’s not fair, just let me perfect it
Don’t wanna live a life that was comprehensive
’cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of here
So catch me up I’m getting out of here

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Maybe I should start looking at things from a different perspective.

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First time posting in such a long time. LOL.




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