non-existent

He wasn’t someone that you’d notice instantly. In a crowd, you probably wouldn’t notice him. Even if you did, it’d probably be because he was slightly taller than the normal guy. He wasn’t the most handsome guy you’d find around, neither was he the most outspoken, nor the most charming.

Yet it is when you communicate with him that he truly stands out. The way he carried himself, the way he behaved, the way he thought, the way he expresses himself. The way he somehow just made the people around him feel so at ease, and the way he never failed to crack a joke at the most inappropriate moments.

He’s everyone’s friend, yet nobody’s best friend.
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Went all the way to Ubi today with Cass just for her to get her cut-proof gloves -.- We ended up at some warehouse in an industrial area in our uniforms looking like silly little lost kids in a place they don’t belong. But at least it was hilarious.

I’ve come to appreciate my friends. After a hell lot of immaturity and pointless pride, I’ve finally come to realize how hard it is to tolerate someone like me.  Maybe I won’t say this to you, or at least not in person, but hey, if you’re a friend of mine, thanks yeah.

I’ve also come to realize that I actually don’t have a lot of friends. Many acquaintances, sure, but I have no idea how many of them actually are friends. After all, definitions of the term ‘friend’ vary from person to person. After all this time, I’ve never really come to define the term properly.

Over the years, the term has meant different things to me. For some time, it was basically every single person that I knew. Slowly, I came to find this word called ‘acquaintances’. It changed my view on the term ‘friends’ completely. And now… I have no idea. So many things have happened/are happening. People change, people move on. It’s impossible to predict. I gave up.

On a happier note, ECOSOC2 outing on Sunday! But I need to convince my parents to let me go Damn. Really miss the council, bunch of jokers heh. Still on post-SCMUN syndrome. I miss SCMUN. School is horrid. Damn.